This Evening
An evening when:
I'm tired.
Dustin's at work.
Lucy hasn't had a nap all day and is acting up.
I don't feel good.
I get McDonald's for Lucy and I for dinner which makes me feel guilty.
So I:
Put Lucy to bed.
Take a bubble bath with a good magazine.
And I:
Realize that I'm forcing my arms to stay at the bottom of the tub.
Let my arms float to the surface of the water.
And wonder:
Why I was forcing my arms to stay at the bottom when they wanted to float.
Why I don't let go more often.
If trying to be in control all of the time is really the best thing.
How my life would be if I let things go the way they wanted to go.
Funny how I got all of that out of a bubble bath.
Maybe I just need to start going with the flow.
Of the bathwater?
Or maybe in life.
I had a great day with you on Sunday! I wish we could do it again soon........
Posted by: holly | September 28, 2009 at 02:09 PM
That is a beautiful post Amanda, Love ya, Betty
Posted by: Betty | October 04, 2009 at 10:30 PM